Add sensory and perception issues to the list. I'm not sure how I didn't notice this before, but I'm starting to think that I was so emotionally damaged up until recently that I didn't notice most of the pain and oddness going on in my body. Now that I am a tiny bit less stressed, there is room for other things aside from horrible emotional pain and emptiness, which brings me to think- Damn, how much emotional pain did I experience for me not to notice some of these things?!
In other news, last week I had a dermatologist appointment. The dermatologist told me nothing is wrong with my skin and practically flew out of the room. I was too spacey/foggy to do something about it that day -- I'll get back to the spaciness/fogginess I often experience at a later time. I went back the other day and demanded another appointment. After much fighting, I got to see a different doctor free of charge. Add eczema to the list. Joy. At least that explains all the dryness and itching.
I got kicked out of PT today. Apparently they're too incompetent to know what they're doing. They never listened to anything I said, walked away while I was doing the exercises, did the wrong exercises with me, told me they tried stuff with me when they didn't, and a lot more. I was going to tell them to switch the exercises and other stuff today but they actually told me there's nothing else they can do for me at this point instead. Ha! What great timing. I'll try a new place next week. Good riddance!
I have a dentist appointment tomorrow. My insurance company rejected the request for a a crown/bridge, but approved the request for "false upper teeth". To make a long story short, I fell off my scooter when I was 12. I fell face first, but nothing else got hurt aside from the left side of my face, my two front teeth and the left tooth next to my front tooth. I also still have a baby tooth. I might need oral surgery.
I woke up in the middle of general anesthesia once. That was scary. Imagine screaming but no one can hear you because you're paralyzed and it's all in your mind. I also got kicked out of 3 dentist's offices for being too sensitive.
We'll see if this one will be a repeat. Wish me luck!
My most recent physical therapist put me through hell. So many of them don't know what the f-k they're doing.
ReplyDeleteI'm writing this as I feel my left ovary throbbing, my knees burning, my back aching. I sleep three hours a night. If I weren't home from work, I don't know how I'd function. I wish both of us could have a more complete healing.